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  1. I've always wanted children, but definitely didn't feel ready for a long time. About a year after our wedding, it hit me. I was ready. I was 32. It took my husband a while to come around to the idea. He was okay with it at first, but it wasn't until my ectopic and the subsequent loss that he was in it to win it. Since then the desire has only become stronger and stronger. I've been told it's the hardest job you'll ever have, but also the most rewarding. I'm ready for that.

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  2. I dont say alot about this on my blog because people tend to get upset and judgemental on the fact that I do have a 14 year old daughter. I had her when I was 22, we tried for about a year in half and finally got pregnant. About a year after she was born I got pregnant again and it was a molar pregnancy, had a D&C done about 9 weeks. Now for the years after she was born I never was able to get pregnant. I finally gave up when I turned 32 and decided that one child was what I was meant to have. I love her dearly. Deep inside me I wanted another child so much, but time just kept passing. I wont lie I do feel crazy sometimes for trying so hard to have a baby and my baby is in high school. After all the years of doing other things and knowing I wasnt going to get pregnant again...... well lets say I have never fought harder for another chance. I want my future son or daughter so badly.

    Like I said I dont speak about this alot because of the judgement passed onto me for already experiencing a child. Sometimes I even feel guilty being on here with other woman that havent had the chance to experience it for the first time yet. It still hurts though.

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