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  1. Ali, all I can say is that I am here, I am thinking about you and I am sending every positive thought I can muster in your direction. Huge hugs, hang in there x x x

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  2. I'm sorry that the hormones are getting to you. =(

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  3. I'm feeling worried reading this. You used the word "serious low thoughts" that are "alarming" and "scary"...Could you talk to your doctor and find out if this level of depression is normal or if there's anything to help? How much longer will you be on this med? Thinking of you and sending care.

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  4. I'm so sorry Ali. If you have to do BCP again after this cycle (which I sincerely hope you don't!) talk to your RE about putting you on a different BCP. Mine was very open to using a different one - even let me pick which one I wanted to use. I've never tolerated BCP well, but she let me take the one that had given me the least grief in the past and it was much better than what they'd first put me on. Hang in there!

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  5. Ali...you are not alone...I am here right along with you and know exactly how you feel. Please know that you have lots of Canadian love headed your way. Hang in there...you can do this ((HUGS))

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  6. I was so sorry to read this post. Take care of yourself ok? So sorry that you have to go through all of this. x

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  7. I want the old Ali back! Hope she shows up again soon with her happy, positive outlook on this cycle! *hugs*

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  8. I'm feeling the same way, Ali. I was so relieved to see this post because my husband was really worried about me - while I could have given a fart. I hope you're feeling better. I'm starting to. Just a jolt to the system, I guess. Our transfers are the same day, girl! Hang in there!

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